Monday, May 31, 2010

Future.

I always dreamed about what our future would be like. I've been like
only with him though, nobody else. I always dreamed about how peaceful
our life would be. I'm always thinking about our little studio together,
with nothing but a nice mattress in the room that was covered in messy
bedsheets and covers, a single beanbag chair, two laptops sitting on
stacks of textbooks and papers, a decently-sized HD TV, an inkjet
printer, and a large window to look out of. Nearby would be the kitchen,
neater than the main living space itself. When the two of us wake up, we
smile at each other and kiss each other. We would both get up at the
same time and scramble for the bathroom, first one there gets to hog.
After we finish yelling at each other to hand stuff over and to hurry
up, the one in the bathroom would finally open the door and let the
other in, sharing the bathroom peacefully. I would go and make
breakfast, whether it be a nice ham and egg sandwich or just popping a
bunch of waffles into the toaster. After getting dressed and eating, we
would give each other goodbye kisses and then leave for class.
Upon finishing up with classes, we would rush to each other for lunch,
have a good meal, then head off to work. I would be doing work-study or
supervising kids while he would be doing some heavy work at a store. I
would most likely get off work earlier than he would so I would go and
visit his job, give him a kiss, then head home to make dinner (not to
buy groceries or take-out). After he comes home and finishes eating, we
would take turns taking a bath/shower while the other did homework. We
would just continue to do our homework until we feel like sleeping,
turning on the TV and watching it blink while someone got a bag of chips
from the kitchen cabinet, pulling the covers over each other and
cuddling together to watch the news or a funny show for a bit while
feeding each other a light snack and making small talk. After we turn
off the TV and pushed the chips aside, we would kiss each other for a
little while and then go to the bathroom to brush our teeth before
sleeping. I be the first one to doze off, being the one who is less
adapted to sleeping late. The next day, we wake up and we repeat the
process, details varying.
We would go on trips to restaurants that we had never been to before,
restaurants that we have visited and liked, and restaurants that had
just opened. We would have walks often in Central Park, over a bridge,
or next to a river. We would drag each other to different places, me
mostly to the shopping mall and him mostly to basketball games and
gyms.
I wish for a future like this, similar but not as dull. While all this
would happen, the ring on each of our left ring fingers would gleam in
the light. The words "love" and "devotion" being made clear to the world
while the "K<3S" engraved on the inside would be held closer to
ourselves than anything else.
I love you, Kevin. So much.
--mhshsho

1 comment:

Kevin Walsh said...

I can't wait for our future together either, hun. I love you so much =] <3

Beyonce - Irreplaceable



Here's to all the guys who thought that I was a fool to leave them. I got here just because of what I've done and what you've done so guys, stop talking shit. The only way I was able to be together with Kevin now was all thanks to you.