A note for you, my beloved

I wrote my love a note today while she was in class because I missed her insanely, and because I wanted to remind her how much she means to me and to let her know what her sweet kisses do to my <3
By the way, if you're reading this, I'm sorry about everything. I haven't been keeping my promise about not upsetting you, and I hate every second of it. I hate when you frown, and I hate upsetting you, I don't mean to, I'm just stupid. I'll do whatever it takes to be the perfect boyfriend, the one you deserve <3
Anyways, here's the post =]

I don't know if I should put this on the blog, so I'll just write it here for you, love, because I really want you to know exactly how your kisses affect me.

Sharon... where should I even begin? I've longed to feel your soft little pink lips caressing mine since the first day I was lucky enough to see your beautiful face. I'll never forget the feeling that I had felt when I first looked at you. You were just so beautiful... your little cheeks, cute small chin, perfectly sized and shaped nose, breathtakingly big asian eyes that just mesmorize me whenever I see the light reflecting on them... you were just so ideal. I had always watched you from afar, scanning your beauty from head to toe, and day dreaming about the day I'd be lucky enough to share a loving kiss with you. I can't even say how glad and ecstatic I am that my dreams actually came true.<3
Years passed and I saw you with two different guys, secretly envying both of them for the simple fact that they had my angel in their arms. I couldn't get over the way they treated you, the unhappy look on your face I'd constantly see while you were with them, I wanted to be the one to end that and put that beautiful smile on your face that I love so much. Man... even writing these memories gets me a bit jealous... I wanted you so badly... I wanted you to be mine and only mine for so long.
Yes, I had different girlfriends, but as much off a jerk as I'll sound like, even while with them, you, my love, were always the number one girl in my eyes. You would be the girl I'd stare at even if the girl was around you. Your hug would be the hug I would come to school for, and your kiss was the one I really longed for...
I had always imagined how your kiss would feel, how it'd taste, and I always thought that your kisses would make me feel the most dizzy, and the most loved, boy was I right. That snow day, the day where we practically told each other that we liked each other without actually saying it, was one of the best days of my life. Whenever I even think of that kiss, though it took me some time to do it, I could still feel my lips tingle, it was just that perfect. I remember feeling happy, yet terrified because I really didn't know if you wanted it or not, but I was still glad that I had finally, finally gotten to feel your lips... the lips of an angel <3
Since that day, we've kissed nonstop and each one gets better and better. Every kiss makes my knees weak, each time I feel yourlips against mine I feel nothing but absolute bliss. When I imagined your kiss, I knew it'd be good, but hell, I had no idea it'd make me so goddamn dizzy. You're such a great kisser, love, I can't say it enough. I always long for your kisses whenever I'm without you, and I always want more whenever I actually am kissing you. After kissing you, my love, I could never, ever kiss another girl. I love your lips, and you, hun so so much. <3