Reasons.

I don't get it. How? Why?

I just don't get it.

I love you so much but I always hurt you in some way. Why do you still love me? Why do you still care? Do you really trust me? Do you really believe the things I say?

I don't get it.

All I know is that I love you a lot but I keep hurting you.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry for lying. I'm sorry for this. I'm sorry I'm such an idiot. I'm sorry I'm like this. I'm sorry for being a bitch. I'm sorry for being such a liar. I'm sorry for being such a pain. I'm sorry for being a slut. I'm sorry for being like this. I'm really sorry.

I really don't blame you if you hate me, if you want to get rid of me, if you don't care anymore. I don't mind. It was all my fault and I admit it. You can do anything to me, I don't mind. 

I'm sorry.