Meh.

I recently found out that my love has been talking to her ex since I've been enable to come online since I got in trouble because my aunt found Sharon in my house. I hate how I can't go online when my love needs me most, I can't stand it, I feel so bad. If you're reading this, which I'm sure you eventually will, I want you to know that I'm sorry and that I'll try my best to stay out of trouble and do what I have to do, hell maybe I'll even kiss some ass for once in my life so I'll be able to talk to you asap, hun <3
But about her ex, I know I shouldn't worry because I honestly have no reason to, but I don't know, I still feel a tad bit uneasy about it, I mean, he is obsessed, with her after all. I'm not stressing myself over it, cause I know she won't leave me for anyone, let alone him, but it's weird still... I'm not gonna tell her not to talk to him because I don't want to restrict her and say who she can and can't talk to, but I really don't like the idea of them talking and being friends, especially going as far as calling each other. I felt really weird when I found out that she called him and said her mom was on the phone, lying to me about it, but I know she just didn't want to get me upset, but still... that's just me, what can I say? I just love her so much and the idea of her getting close to another guy is scary to me.
I hope you'll understand, love. I'm not pissed or upset, okay? So don't worry your pretty little head.
I love you,
Good luck on your SATs
and hopefully I'll see you soon =] <3