making me so happy, happier than I've ever been in my life. I swear,
I've never been so smiley, and it's all been because of her. What sucks
is that I'm posting on a day where a bit of drama has made me really
sad, so this piece won't show exactly how great my love and I have been
recently. Today, while me and my love were talking on the train,
something slipped up. I can't say what, but she lied to me about a very
touchy subject, needless to say, I was devastated. I've never been so
hurt in my life, I was so upset when I heard what she had told me. I
swear I felt like I wanted to die. Sharon know I was upset and became
upset herself, and stopped talking to me for a bit. She cried and I kept
asking her what was wrong, she wouldn't tell me. After some more
badgering, she finally told me. She said that she was afraid of me,
afraid I would hit her or yell. I got a bit upset, I would never hit or
yell at her, I'd never do anything to hurt her. I had found out her ex
hit her before after asking. If I ever see him, he's dead. Anyways, she
also said how she wanted to kill herself because I didn't love her, so
there wasn't a point in her living. I couldn't believe she said that, I
love that girl so damn much and she seriously thought I didn't love her.
I can't get into detail, but my poor love cried a lot and was scared to
death that I was going to leave her, I hated her, and that didn't love
her anymore. She's so silly, I'd never hate her, I'd die before I left
her, and even if I tried, I could never stop loving her. I love her so
much, I want her to be mine forever, I want her to mother my children,
I want to live with her and start a life with her. Love, I won't lie,
you hurt me more than I've ever been hurt before, but I still love you
the same as I did before, I could never love you less, hun. You're the
best thing to ever happen to me and I'm never letting go.
I love you, Sharon
I really hope this didn't effect us... I hope we stay the same
together... <3
By the way, I want all of you readers to know, one day, I will marry
this girl x3
just sayin'
--netzfan4life
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