I can't help it, I just love you.

My phone died, so I'm using my love's account to post this note. I
promised you that I won't keep anything from you, so I'll spil my guts
right here, right now. For you and everyone to see.
Well, here goes:
Sharon, I've felt like such a bad boyfriend the last few days. I feel
like such an asshole because you're going through so damn much, more
than a girl as amazing as you deserves, yet all I'm doing is being
worried for no reason and making you even more stressed, meanwhile I'm
the one who's supposed to relieve your stress. Love, I don't mean to
have sounded over protective, but I was just worried. I don't know, even
though I shouldn't worry, but I can't help it, I can't help but feel
weird that someone who is obsessed and want to steal you is talking to
you again. I wasn't saying not to talk to you, trust me, I'd never want
to restrict you or anything, I was just letting you know how I felt, I
didn't mean to seem like I was being over protective. I love you so
much.
I'm a bit scared that I'm gonna wind up pushing her away with my worries
and everything because of the way I say things, but hun, trust me, I'm
not telling you to do something you don't want to, I'm just letting you
know how I feel because you want me to be more emotional, and I can't
help but admit that you've turned me into a hopeless romantic, and I
can't help but say that I like it <3
I'd never want to push you away... I really do want to be yours until
the end of time, I want you to have our children, I want that cat,
though I'll be a jerk at times and you'll beat me up, I want to take you
away from your family and move in with you to protect you from all of
the evil that makes you upset, I want everything with you.
Love, just get this, I don't like you talking to him, but it doesn't
mean I'm being over protective or that I'll force you to stop, all I was
doing was saying how I thought, and I'm sorry for stressing you out.
Oh yeah, and so sorry about being so late and confused after the SAT's,
so much shit happened with my mom because of her being pissed at me that
I couldn't help but be late and make you wait. I'll try my hardest to
avoid that from ever happening again.
Okay, I'm done now.
I'm sorry.
I love you so much
I don't mean to seem so protective and jealous at times, I just love you
so much and can't help it.
And most of all.
I trust you, if I didn't, I wouldn't have given you my heart <3
--mhshsho