Saturday, May 29, 2010

I love you.

I wasn't planning on blogging today, but I don't know, I guess I just
couldn't contain my feelings or something. Well anyways, here we go.
Scratch that, wait, first things first. Sharon and I have not been
wobbly at all. Not even close. All that happened was I found something
out that I didn't like and felt really hurt, and because of that she
became extremely upset and scared of me hating her and leaving her. now
this is between you and I, but I'm never, ever going to leave this love,
no matter what. Shhh, don't tell her. :3
But yeah, now here we go.
Sharon's sister called her because lately, we've been coming home a bit
later than we're supposed to. She started yelling at my poor love, and
even told her she wanted her to break up with me. When I heard this, my
heart just dropped. I know she wouldn't leave me, but just the thought
of her sister forcing up to part and me being unable to have that love
that I'm so addicted to seemed impossible to go through. I love Sharon
so much, hearing that her own sister wanted her to leave me was really
painful. I never want to let this love go.
I feel really bad that my love has so much drama going on within her
family and at school, I honestly wish that I could take her burden upon
my shoulders and deal with it for her, she's so damn amazing, she
doesn't deserve the shit she's put through.
But yeah, other than the shit my baby has to go through on pretty much a
daily basis, my life has been absolutely amazing, and I can honestly say
that it's all because of her. She's made me so happy lately, I can't
even go a minute without smiling like a total dork. She's so ideal to
me, everything about her is just so... I can't even describe it, she's
so amazing, it's truly indescribable. I love you babe, I've never been
so happy in my life. I want your love forever, I'm so happy that the
love I've waited three whole years for is actually mine. I swear I'll
never let it go, no matter what Salina, your mom, my mom, or anyone
says.
I love you. <3
--netzfan4life

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Here's to all the guys who thought that I was a fool to leave them. I got here just because of what I've done and what you've done so guys, stop talking shit. The only way I was able to be together with Kevin now was all thanks to you.