They've already mentally disowned me. It doesn't matter. I never really had any hope for myself in my life. I know I can do good if I tried but there's really no hope for me being happy. That's what I always thought until I met Kevin. Sure, you people can tell me "you just don't care about anything at all," but you people don't know me. Not even I know myself. Sure, you can say that they really love me but do you really know them? Can you read their thoughts and understand them completely? I don't think so. Yes, I am very negative when I am. I believe that Kevin and I will last, if not forever, then a long, long time. If the day comes when nobody can save me and nobody will help me, you can all just watch me crash and burn. I brought it upon myself. Now that you know the answer to your question, please let me be. I'm trying to live a decent life in my own way. You live your own life in your own way. I don't follow your footsteps, you don't follow mine. Please just let me be.
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