After the fire.

This is my first post since the drama that occured between Sharon and I, and with this, I want to make a few things clear. First of all, Sharon and I are not breaking up, I'm pretty sure that there's a better chance that hell would freeze over or someshit thaan us breaking up. Wait, shit, she's Athiest... uhhh the sky has a better chance of falling down then us spliting up. Yeah, that's better, just don't come up with some scientific shit like a jerk to prove me wrong, babe. What happened in simplist terms, is that my love missed the friendship she once had with an old friend who she happened to date during middle school, so she decided to talk to him via formspring, which got me upset, because like I said before, I hate exes. I asked her why she suddenly decided to contact him, and she told me how she wanted to see if he still held a grudge against her because she broke his heart. I said fine, and then asked her if she truely loved me. Yeah, not my brightest move. She got extremely, and when I say extremely, I mean extremely offended and felt that I didn't trust her. I do trust her, I just wanted her to console me, because to be honest, I like it when she's emotional, it makes me feel... all warm and fuzzy inside.... yeah, I totally had a gay moment.
We got over it quickly, like always, and then that was that. The next morning, The same kid sent her a 6 page long email, and she responded to him throughout her entire class time, a time which is usually devoted to me. It upset me knowing that she ditched me to tell another guy how much she cared about him and missed being his friend while leaving me high and dry, so I got upset and put up an angry away message on my AIM and sent her an email, saying, "Thanks for ignoring me, love." She felt terrible, and felt even worse when I didn't respond all too much, and began assuming that I hated her or was developing hate for her, and that made her question if we were meant to be and ate her up inside. She was worried that I'd leave her, saying that the only way we'd break up is if I broke up with her, that she wouldn't ever break up with me. To be honest, that made me a bit happy because I know for a fact I'm never keaving her, so hearing her say that made me that much more sure that we're going to last until we can't breathe any longer. I know we're going to last forever, though she still is unsure but hopes we'll last till the end, I know it was fate that put her in my arms that faithful day, that gave us the opportunity to be alone, and be candid with one another, not worring about anything but our love for each other. It wasn't a coincidence that we got together, it was meant to be, and that's how it's going to stay. Besides, between you and me, I wouldn't let her go anyways <3
But yeah, as for the fighting part, though she said we aruge often, we barely actually do. Sometimes I do something she doesn't like, such as talking to a certian girl who she hates, or she does something I don't like, one gets upset, vents, and it's done, we try not to repeat the same mistakes again. We've honestly have had like... 3 actual arguments and they only lasted about 2 hours, which isn't bad at all. We've never stood even a day mad at each other. The thing about my baby is that she gets really worried too easily. She has an obsession with being like my exes and hurting me, but to be honest, even though she does tend to hurt me a lot, I don't mind. I know she doesnt do it on purpose, and I know she feels terrible afterwards, which shows me how much she cares. Besides, everyone hurts each other, it's inevitable, but what does count is that the makes me happy, she puts me in a state of bliss I've never been in before, she puts a smile on my face, she makes me laugh, she is just everything I've ever wanted and that can't be replaced. She's perfect for me, she's the one and she knows it. We won't split up, I could put my life on it.

As of right now, she's slowly coming back to normal with me, being a bit more emotional and all. I really hope she stays the same and doesn't change, I love who she is, everything about her. I just can't wait until she starts calling me baby again, that always makes me blush a bit... yes... I know, gay moment number 2, shut up. -.-
I love you, Sharon
I'll always cherish you from now until the day that I die.
I will never let you go, Mrs. Walshy <3