I hurt him again. I hurt him and I didn't try to solve anything. He probably really is starting to hate me. I am who I am and everyone hates me for it. Hell, I hate myself. I don't blame him for hating me. He hates me and won't admit it. There's nothing I can do about it. He hates me.
I'm not right for him. I don't think I deserve him. I'm such a lowly person, I don't deserve him. I don't know. I hurt him too much now and I have no idea what to do. I don't know anymore. Were we really meant to be or is it all just in my head, like what people keep telling me? Were we really meant to be with each other or is this just our egos trying to satisfy themselves?
I don't know anymore. I'm starting to give up. The two of us are starting to face problems way too much. I don't know anymore.
I really don't know...
1 comment:
This isn't one bit true, love.
I'm not starting to hate you, I never could, you should know that.
I promise that I won't leave you, I promise we won't break away, now please stop being so silly, and stop worrying, my love. <3
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