I fucking love her.

The last three or so days have been a bit rough. Not like we're on the brink of breaking up rough, but just a bit of tension and confusing lingering around, making us go a little insane. As you could see from the last couple of posts, things weren't as happy and loving as they usually were the last few days, but man, that changed yesterday. It was amazing. After I offended her again by asking her how I was overwhelmingly protective and why she didn't want me talking to my ex, Natalia, I called her and spoke to her about the misunderstanding. Theh conversation went pretty well in my opinion, at one point she said her friend didn't seem like an ex, how even when they were together he felt like just a friend. I then asked her did she see me as a friend, and she sighed and replied, "Love, I see you as my Fiancee" That made me really, really happy <3. Our conversation was cut short because of her mom yelling at her to come to eat, her mom is so damn loud... we ended the conversation with our usual couple of 'I love you's and hung up After she ate her shitty ass dinner, we chatted on aim together, had an amazing conversation, vefore downloading a webcam app on gmail. We both downloaded it and spend about 5 hours together on the thing. My brother and Sister came and we messed around with Sharon, she was cracking up the whole time, it was hilarious. After that, it seemed as if all the stress just flew off our shoulders. We would spam each other with countless hearts, both online and through hand gestures, and multiple I love you's, so many that it made my sister jealous because I didn't say I love you that much to her. Sharon laughed at that and spammed me with a few more I love you's... Shes so mean. <3
After they tired out a bit, we had our own private time, ocassionally being cut short due to her dad walking around or my sister turning and looking, but it was simply amazing. We had such a great time together. I was mean a couple of times though, flexing and turning her on a bit, making her make pleased faces which alerted her dad and make him suspicious. She's gonna kill me for writing that, but heh, it's what you get for not bloggingggg~!! ;D
Finally, I had to go due to my half naked fat ass dad walking in the room and telling me he had to go to bed. After about 5 minutes or so, I called my love, finally hearing her voice rather than typing, continuing where we left off on our amazing time together. I wouldn't trade that time for anything in the world. I'll always cherish that day, forever. <3