Independent +1

This is a post I've been meaning to put up for awhile, but I've never
gotten around to posting it, so here goes.
Before, Sharon's ex would say how because of what's happened between me
and her, no one likes us anymore, we've lost all respect, and that we
have no friends, meaning that we weren't happy and that us being
together is a huge mistake. Well, little does he know, Sharon nor I
really give two shits about what people think about us. To be quite
honest, I could care less about what anyone thinks about me, anyone
besides my love, of course. He fails to realize that even though I had
lost many of the friends I once had, I am still the happiest I've ever
been in my whole entire life. I am a loner, I don't really need anyone
or anything, I'm actually more comfortable by myself than with others,
well not including Sharon of course. Sharon is the only person that I
really truly need in my life, she's who keeps me happy, and who keeps me
sane, everyone else is just there for entertainment. I'm fucked up for
saying that, yes? Well, I'm sorry, but I don't care. :D
I've always been the quiet kid in the corner, avoiding all of the big
crowds and commotion, that one kid who no one knows, who everyone under
estimates. I love that, especially when it comes to fighting. I can
honestly say that I'm a workout junky, a gym rat, I love working out
more than any activity. Hell, while referring to me, a couple of people
don't even say they're working out, they just say that they're on their,
"Kevin J. Walsh shit" that's how much I'm known to lift. Anyways, back
then, and at times now, people just see me as a white boy who'd be an
easy target for a quick beating, and perhaps a robbery. I love it. About
a week or two ago, two kids, around the ages for 15-17 ran up to me. One
just stood, and the other asked me for my phone, I said no, and he
shoved me, so without thinking, I punched him right in his little frail
jaw. He dropped like a fly, while his "friend" just watched perplexed. I
bet they weren't expecting me to put up a fight, nevertheless floor one
of them, begging me not to hammer fist his face into the pavement. I
just laughed and smiled at the poor beaten soul while walking away,
because his poor judgement and stereotypical mind set wound up getting
his ass kicked.
Side tracking a bit... although my beloved is going to do whatever she
can to prevent this from happening, I one day hope to become an amature
mixed martial artist. I've fought on the streets many times and have
been trained in Boxing, Muay Thai, and briefly in Brazilian Jujitsu for
years, so I think I would fair pretty well, plus, as my love says, I'm
strong as hell. Though I have all of these advantages and skills, my
love still wouldn't let me step foot in a cage, she hates the fact that
I fight and gets worried whenever I do so, so she'd find a way to stop
me, she already said she would anyways. Oh well, it doesn't mean that I
can't train though =]
But yeah, I don't need anyone, and I don't care about anyone that I've
"lost", so he could say all he wants, but I don't, and never have
regretted my choice to kiss the girl I've loved for 3 years on that
snowy day of February. I love Sharon, and she's all I'll ever need to
keep me happy. I'm not letting her go for anything in the world, she
means everything to me, and seeing her walk away would be like letting
myself leave, I mean, she's my other side, how could I live without half
of me? Like she states in an older post, I'd absolutely be honored to be
the guy she walks towards in her white wedding dress, and I'd love to
make her mine for eternity. Well... she already is, but shhh, she
doesn't know yet :3
That's about it for now. Oh wait, one last note. I just wanted to say
that I generally only write about Sharon because this was her blog
first, so I don't really want to take it away from her. My purpose on
this blog is to express my love and feelings for her, and for everyone
to see. I want everyone to know that I love this girl, and that she's by
far my most valued treasure. <3
--IloveSharon<3