Monday, March 22, 2010

Throwback - Snow Day, Feb. 10, 2010

Quite simply the best day of my life, no question about it.
I remember the day like it was just yesterday. The night before, I was at my cousins house playing some xbox with my cousin, when the smell of sweat finally got to me and I decided to take a shower. I jumped in and took my 09' with me, to chat with some friends, to see what was up. School had already been cancelled for the day ahead, so I really didn't have any plans. I was talking to a couple of people, including Sharon's ex, Shafiul, who was begging me to, once again, get her to talk to him... he didn't quite understand how pointless that was. xD
Anyways, I had been thinking about Sharon at the time and decided to IM her. We always had good conversations, no matter what the topic was, that's how we always were, I had always loved talking to her. <3
At one point, she mentioned how she had nothing to do for the day ahead, and she really, REALLY didn't want to stay home with her psychotic mother. I don't know if I was right, but I took this as a sign that she wanted to see me, perhaps. I told her how I was at my cousin's place, had nothing to do either, and how he lived on Clinton street, which I knew was close to her place. Aren't I good at giving hints? ;D
I remember her exact words, "ohhh... lemme stalkk youuuuuu..." Hah, told you my hints were good, but now, I had a date :3
I was ecstatic, to say the least, I mean, little did she know that I had always had a thing for her and now that her and I were single, perhaps I'd be able to make a move of some sort. =]
I went to sleep happy, anticipating the sight of the girl of my dreams the next day. <3


I woke up at around... 11? I washed up and checked my sidekick to see if Sharon was online to ask about the details and the meet up spot for later, but when I went to ask, she had told me how her mother was bitching (surprised?) and that she wanted to leave now, like right now. A bit dazed, I threw on anything I found and quickly ran out the door. I met up with her at the Finefare (ghetto ass supermarket ;D) and we ventured through the snow to get some ink for her printer. Man, it was fun xD
we had to dodge snow and clueless Asians to get to the damn store. Occasionally the puddles were so big and deep that since I had snow boots, and ms. prepared decided to rock Jordans (...) that I'd grab her by the legs (though sometimes my hands would slip and go all the way up to her ass :x) and carry her so she wouldn't get her feet soaked, it was funny because she would always scream when i picked her up, yet she'd thank me when I'd put her down xD
We got the ink, and quickly decided that we wanted to go to Hunter since it was easy to get to and snow proof. We took the F to 63rd and Lexington, and that whole ride we pretty much chatted and fooled around... oh, did I mention that we sat EXTREMELY close to each other the whole way there? :3
After, yet again walking through piles of snow, we settled in on the 8th floor balcony, just her and I, the only two rebels crazy enough to slug through the 8 or 10 inch snow storm currently terrorizing the city. We sat close, yet again, when I decided that I'd tickle her, just for fun. She jumped and laughed her little heart out, it was so cute <3
I stopped, and once I had finished, she decided to lie down on me (woot!) I was dying inside, I could believe that the girl I've admired for the past two and a half years was alone with me, leaning on my body, showing that maybe, just maybe she felt for me like I felt for her.
We stood there for awhile, me and Sharon, my hand on her stomach, her fingers in between mine, my other hand on her thigh and her other hand on mine, it was just perfect. We talked while cuddling until my mom decided to call, PMSing at me for going out in the snow and telling me, literally to get my ass home. I didn't listen well. I went back to Sharon and this time I rested my head on her stomach. Once again, we stood in that position for a bit, while her hand stood glued to my chest, and my head kept seemingly moving up an inch of her body every minute or so. My GOD I wanted to kiss her soft lips so badly. :l
We just stood and stared at each other, barely even talking to each other anymore, just staring.
Until I decided to break the ice.
I asked her if she knew what an Eskimo kiss was, she said kind of, so I decided to show her. Honestly, I didn't give a shit if she knew what it was, I just wanted an excuse to get close to her face. Yes, I'm shy. -.-"
I kept rubbing my nose against hers, hoping that I'd summit enough courage to kiss her, but I failed... miserably.
After 30 more minutes, and 12 angry texts from my mom, I decided to go before I got shot, and Sharon followed.
Though I begged her to come back home, she decided that she didn't want to, she's so difficult!
We took the escalators down from the third floor the the first, and each flight, I would stand one step under her, so her face would be at level with mine, and I'd keep Eskimo kissing her, while very immature and weird, she seemed to be loving every second of it.
I stalled, I wanted those lips, I wanted them so badly that it hurt, literally. I felt like kissing her, but I really didn't know how she'd react, so I kept stopping.
Not for long.
I though, "now or never"
On the last flight, I got really close, and gave her another lame Eskimo kiss, except this time I kept tilting my head more... and more... and more... and after detaching my nose from her, I moved in, heart jumping out of my chest, I tap kissed her.
:OOOOOOOOOOOOOO
The only thing I muttered to the shocked little Asian girl beside me was, "Don't tell anyone!"
She said she wouldn't, though she still had that "holy shit" expression on her face.
She dropped me off, and I went home, sad because I had to leave her there alone.

No the story isn't over ;D

I got home and quickly got an IM from the girl that I had just kissed. "what are you up to, misterrrrrr" she said. I told her what I was doing, and she told me what she was doing, and how she wasn't home yet. I was pissed -.-"
Suddenly, she asked me why I kissed her, that she was curious and I didn't have to answer if I didn't want to. I got scared, I thought that she was mad for me kissing her, so I said that it was just in the moment and that I was sorry. Yes, I know, I'm a pathetic liar. She said I didn't have to be sorry, and that she didn't get upset about the kiss, NOT AT ALL. I asked if she liked me, and she said "yeah", and then went on to say how she's liked me for the last two years (she's a biter) and that she even liked me while with Shafiul and Iftekher. I was shocked... but happy, really happy. For basically the next 6 hours, we confessed practically everything to each other, laughing at how oblivious the other was, through the hints we put forth and everything and at the end of the conversation, we had decided that we shouldn't date just yet because of our exes, but that we'd be friends with benefits... lots of benefits, though it didn't last long. <3
It was simply perfect, the chats, and the time we actually spent together. I love this girl with all of my heart, and I can't even begin to explain how I felt when our lips first touched, how I felt when she told me that she had felt exactly the same about me as I felt about her, she made my day, my month, my new year, and she continues to make me fall harder for her each and every day we're together. If it wasn't for this snow day, I wouldn't be nearly as happy as I am now, I wouldn't be able to call the girl of my dreams, "mine" like I've always imagined. This, was the best day of my life. <3

1 comment:

Sharon Ho said...

=]
You always make me smile when I'm done. <3

Beyonce - Irreplaceable



Here's to all the guys who thought that I was a fool to leave them. I got here just because of what I've done and what you've done so guys, stop talking shit. The only way I was able to be together with Kevin now was all thanks to you.