Bad Day.

My day was so bad, I feel like crying. I woke up late and then my mother was yelling at me for waking up late. Then she was yelling at me for hogging the bathroom. It's not my fault she decided to go back to sleep. She should know by now that I always sit on the bed and doze off while pulling on my pants. Thta's just how it is so why is she bitching at me? I just don't get it.
Then, I swear to god, this really makes me want to cry. BADLY. I could have sworn I was wearing the necklace that Kevin gave me when I left my house but then after gym, it wasn't around my neck anymore. I don't know if I was dreaming while putting on the necklace or whatnot but it still makes me want to cry to know that I might have lost it. I don't know what he is going to say when I tell him because I didn't tell him yet. I'm waiting for Kevin to leave class right now because I am in the Hunter College Campus library, waiting for 2 PM to come so that I can see him and maybe see my day get a tiny bit better. I still doubt that it will get better because I don't know what Kevin will say when I tell him that I lost it. I'm sure he will get upset and all. I really don't want to upset him and I'm scared that I will. I know that he won't do anything to me but he will be all silent and he won't say anything to me for a little while. I don't want that to happen. I love him so much, if he was going to get upset like last time, I really will cry...
I hope he won't get upset with me and I hope that I find the necklace. If I don't I think I'll never accept anything from anyone ever again. Losing that necklace shows how damn irresponsible I am and it makes me feel so sad.
I love you Kevin and I hope you won't get upset.
This day was already really bad. i hope nothing like this ever happens again and that maybe the days after today will be a little better.